SICK (Lyrics)
© John Cologon 2019
I’m sick of sleeping, waking, sick of being on my own
Sick of other people, sick of everything I’ve known
Subterranean contentment: on the surface I’m depressed
I’m hassled, tired, sleepless hungry, fed up and obsessed
Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
Sick of smoking cigarettes, sick of eating food
Sick of talking nicely, sick of being rude
Sick of doing nothing, sick of pushing on
Sick of being right, sick of going wrong
Sick of love and loving, sick of pointless hate
Sick of punctuality, sick of being late
Sick of clockwork ticking, organised insane
Disorganisation wears away my brain
Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
Sick of thought and thinking, conversation too
Dreaming and believing – is nothing ever true?
Sick of lasting friendship, sick of lack of friends
Sick of being tied down, broken when it ends
Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
Sick of barren freedom, insomnia and pain
Living in the gutter, dying in the drain
Sick of false illusions – sicker of what’s true
Sick of people running, cling to loving you
Scared of being loved
Wallowing in dirt
Sick of being me
Scared of being hurt
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
I’m sick and tired of being sick
© John Cologon 2019
Lyrics to other songs by John Cologon from the album "Reality?"
